half cup full
be optimistic.
suddenly everything seems too good to be true.
we are all like balloons.
i've learnt that loving someone is not only when u're happy and healthy. it's even when u're at the lowest point. trust me. i'll never find u a burden.
sometimes i wish i can split myself into a thousand pieces.

the first thing in the morning when i came to work and i received the news that two of the nicest pple in the company are gg to be axed. not cos they are not contributing to the company but one of them is just passionate abt wat she wants to put on the television and the other who is so motherly is jus i duno...maybe not as young and productive as before. and the friggin old brit jus decided that it's time for them to go. and he happily go back to UK i guess to avoid the embarassment. sucks...my heart fell when i heard abt this la. it's like...wake up!! dun try to do things that u feel should be done for the tv but really do wat the boss likes and to where the money is coming from. that's the way the world works. and wat the hell...we jus gotta accept it. aiya, i'm not pitying them cos i know they are gg to find other places tt appreciates them but really it just hits me. those things tt we are often saying abt passion does not feed it's like happening right before my eyes. friggin harsh reality playing in front of me. suddenly i dun feel like doing any work.
u guys believe me when i have zero confidence in myself. thru out all these years, despite my love for the game it has never realli turn out well. so many times i wanna give up to avoid being disappointed again but so many times i continue so that i can play with u guys. i realli wanna say thanks. from the bottom of my heart. i think we are beyond teammates. but really true friends on the court. supporting each other and believing in each other. winning is really not that impt. losing doesnt seem to matter. i duno whether we'll still haf the chance to be on the same court again. but i jus know that no matter wat i do i'll always haf yr support. and tt's impt to me.
